Thursday, August 17, 2006
i've been MIA for so long.. sure miss mi rite!!!
heh. now in hall's comp lab. siao de. 100s of pple in one hall. onli 9 comps ard. and i ordered my lappie so long le. still havent comE!!! im gonna tear dwn their flags man. (the comp shop called 8 flags).
eh. firstly. i nv run ard with guys' towels ok!! we were in pantry my friend cooking.. den water dripping off the table so i wanted his towel to be the table cloth alright!!! grrrr. stupid xian.
roe roe seems to be sooo in love!!! hehehe.. dun be sad la.. if he dun wanna be frens he's just being childish wad... aft some time try to kp in contact la.. thgs will get better... if u have the heart to mend the friendship la.. so dun be troubled ovr it la!!
eh.. tt day i went to GENES R US lect at sch of bio sci.
sucks totally man! 4/5 of the LT were slping. aft 15min ppl just kept gg off and by the time it reaches the break.. i tink 2/3 of original attendance left man!
the lecturer was angmoh. he was MUMBLING TO HIMSELF even tho he got two mics!!! den he nv upload the slides onto edveNTUre nvm... the words were like SOOOOOO small no one cld see anything la!!! grrr. he did try to mk the lect fun by showing us ho the bacteria turns frm purple to yellow under light (like e rods n cones in our eyes stuff) and at some pt he kept blowing bubbles (YES THOSE TT KIDS PLAY) bt i cldnt hear his explanation n slides so i duno wad isit spposed to show la.
i stayed for the whole 3hrs awake. congrats me!!!
actually quite fun la. cells bacteria bla... bt i jsut cldnt catch anyhting.. up till today he haven post the lect notes up. and i feel so inferior.. cuz i heard pple saying,"aiya.. exactly same as my JC bio lor.. so easy.. dunid listen i oso noe.."
den lk.. i didnt noe a thg except MITOCONDRIAN or sth.. lk wad shit la.... im so afraid it'll pull my GPA dwn man.....
another elective is FRENCH. i totally cldnt understand. the tcher kp talking in FRENCH n there were some pple who took french before so they knew quite a bit so the teacher dun realli explain much. or lk.. those pple will mumble ans n i cant hear n stuff.. ):
and end of tutorials there will always be a whole video with pple conversing in FRENCH. i totally cldnt catch man!!! n worse is the tcher wont like write out the word so i can link it or sth....
feel totally shitty.. bt lk my frens ask me persevere la.. i wanted malay.. bt they wld haf started two or more tutorials alr..
so stressed!!!! realli so dam scared my GPA will be pulled dwn... arrrggghhh.
duno y i spent so much even tho i tried to scrimp. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
and then i feel dam frustrated cuz there are NEVER-ENDING readings to do!!!! kinda like history. one lecture can have lk readings. and my vocab dam lan4 la... i take soooo long to process even one paragraph.. every reading i finish.. i have no idea what i've just read.. n the lecturer says if dun read the further readings.. onli do basic readings.. it wont be enough.. every night i go study room with jasonT and his og friends to study.. so i broke contact with my hall OG friends (tho they nt realli gd to me anyway)... kinda sad rite.. haha.. den everywhere i go ppl just keep calling me mugger n stuffs.. i realli dun like being labelled as one man.. bt realli cant help it.. cuz the notes posted up lagged by one lecture for every module.. and nw we are at 3rd lect.. bt i havent even finish my lect 1 readings... no one understand man!!! so many pple dun haf the kind of readings we do.. maybe except chinese and history (bt i duno anyone)... grrrrrr.... den my friend, alicia.. she read really fast cuz she's like dam good in english la... i so zi4 tan4 bu4 ru2!! like TRY to study so hard get so tired yet crawling at snails pace and dun understand at all... and every day got to like rush to libraries to queue to print or photocopying... so draining la.. every nite 2am+ slp.. morn 7+ or 8+ wake up.. 3 days end at 5.30pm..
im gonna die of stress too man...
oh.. went 2 ACES cheerleadingpractice with sera!!!
quite fun lei. but im really really really scared of shoulder stand. tried twice and twice failed. so paiseh. im lk the most lan4 in my grp la. den felt soooo xin tong for the guys cuz lk whenever i lost balance my shoes will dig into his shoulder.. boohoo..
bt i tink aft 2nd session i dun feel as tired as first one leh.. hahaha.. actually quite fun la.. if i gonna have kit and sera ard.. a bit like dance yet not dance.. i wanna learn the backflips and all!!! and then got exercise.. hahahaha.. its a fun tiring thg.. bt... got pple we cant ta han frm there rite sera??
esp pple from HWA CHONG JC!!!!
hahahaha.
actually tot of joining hall de... but i look at the fotos.. they very no zi1 tai4 leh.. n i saw certain ppl (seniors) i dun realli fancy.......... =X
and tt day i was talking to my cousin at LEEWEENAM library and the pigass LEE HUI XIAN ran frm behind and strangled me!!!!
GOSH. i saw the shock registered in his eyes man.
cuz im such a NICE AND DEMURE girl in front of my relatives ok!!!!
oh i duno why these two days some engine ppl lk machiam no lessons la!! just queue up tk freebies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
den one whole row of guys.... dun haf shuai ones lor!! hahahaha!
so shir... dun nd hope too big for NTU guys la huh.. hehehe..
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