Saturday, June 16, 2007
Special means the most retarded one?Happy 20th birthday...to myself in advance.oh yeah and yiroe.Today is such a sad day for me.I wonder why some people only look for me when they need sth la.. abortion la.. money la.. etc la.. need this need that.. need a place to sleep.. whatever.I'm trying to pay off the money i still owe. yiroe. and sera.I get myself in such. shit.wad a sad day.wads the world coming to?why do some ppl juz wanna get wad they wan?issit so impt?even at the expense of me?does any1 knows why living happily ever after seems more and more difficult as we all grew older?i juz wanna wake up, have coffee.have a smoke, go for a swim.play some games, visit the jackpot room.have some supper. and go and sleep again.i dunwanna be a supermodel.i dunnid any1 of the opposite sex.i dun care if im getting really fat.Look at me when i get my O levels den my As.wad the fuck went wrong?dun tell me its not too late,dat im still young.i told katty and it doesn't work.dreams of walking thru buildings with a hundred floors became smoking by the builing only.
SHIT.
Alright.
Enough Vending.
I wish i could be at the roulette in Las Vegas...
. Anonymous .
2:37 AM